Life and Blahs!
Twilight Breaking Dawn Part 1

Its almost 9pm. Going to Target to wait in line to get the limited edition Twilight Saga Breaking Dawn Part 1 DVD collectors edition. YAY!!!!!!!! So excited.

Off to bed. Just finished homework. Been at it for 5 hours give out take. Work in 9 hours. Night or good morning. :-)
‎”Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgement that something else is more important than fear.” - Ambrose Redmoon
The farther behind I leave the past, the closer I am to forging my own character” - Unknown Author
Work

Got my raise finally yesterday! Yeah! Work at a group home from troubled youth its pretty much a cool job. For the most part. It definitely has its ups and down but its cool helping kids change. I enjoy when they call me and tell me how much has changed and thanking me for helping them. It feels like I am doing something slightly worth while. 

Backstreet Boys - PDA @ Soundcheck Oberhausen 16 Nov 2009, This is us tour 

I love these guys!

And so the lion fell in love with the lamb” “What a stupid lamb.” “What a sick, masochistic lion.
Twilight  
Love these guys. Backstreet Boys. Their music has helped me get through a lot. I always smile when I see them or hear their voices. If your even in need of a good laugh go to youtube.com and type in backstreet boys funny or frickandfrack or backstreet boys PDA soundcheck.

Love these guys. Backstreet Boys. Their music has helped me get through a lot. I always smile when I see them or hear their voices. If your even in need of a good laugh go to youtube.com and type in backstreet boys funny or frickandfrack or backstreet boys PDA soundcheck.

School

Getting my masters will sooooo be worth it in the long run. However, I am exhusted right now. I am doing it online and the last couple of quarters I only took one class and it was easy. This quarter I decided to take 2 classes. It feels like I am taking 10 classes and that I am suffocating from all of the work that is due. I work so hard to make sure that I have A’s that if I get anything lower I will be upset. I have to major flaws in regards to homework.

1) I am a huge PROCRASTINATOR. I dont mean to be. I just start with doing homework. 3 hours later I have only typed a few paragraphs. Its amazing how many interesting things can be found on youtube.com and the internet once you actually have something important to be doing.

2) I over analyze EVERYTHING. The simplest assignment turns out to be the hardest. I read the instructions and then I do the work. I finish quickly. Then I think its too easy. Then I start doubting myself. So I will read the directions again. Find a whole new meaning and freak out because I think the entire assignment is wrong. I will call up my friend, tell her to get on skype so I can send her the instructions and my work so she can tell me everything is okay. Which is what she always does. Because my work is right. See right here I know it’s right. I just siad that.

However at the time I guess all logic and reasoning go out the window. Oh well.